Walking at night under street lights, my shadow echoes red and blue. If I wore glasses, would I see myself in 3D?
A field of pure potentiality collapsed down to this moment. I’m getting what I want, but I want incompatible things. I want freedom, and I want security. I want what is easy, and I want something I’m proud of. I want to let go, and I want to hold on. One hand is warm, the other is cold. I’m kicking out fiercely at the world around me.
1. Feeling or expressing distress and annoyance, esp. because of inability to change or achieve something.
2. (of a person) Unable to follow or be successful in a particular career.
1. lack of patience; intolerance of or irritability with anything that impedes or delays
2. restless desire for change and excitement