My stomach knots, my heart pounds. Something is wrong.
I wake early, from disturbed dreams. My thoughts circle. I can’t concentrate on the things I need to do. I miss you.
My goals converge on one point. I listen to the words coming out of my mouth, and curse each time I say your name. I want to be with you.
Its time for you to go, my heart drops. I linger, wishing I was more in control. My normal joys are dulled. I love you.