All posts for the month April, 2013

little high, little low

Published April 21, 2013 by 51percentawesome

It’s not going to be what you seem.

Ordinary and extravagant in turn. Every high will make the following low more devastating, trust me.

You don’t even realise how far I have to fall, but I do; I’ve done it before.

I’m moody and I’m neurotic and I can’t sleep. I tend to pick things to pieces, and I’m bossy. I can be selfish and demanding, it’s my default state. Grasp this now, expect nothing more, and save us both a world of pain.


grieving it all one at a time

Published April 17, 2013 by 51percentawesome

I’m not even going to talk about the cupcakes.

‘This is all ripples of the original heartbreak’.

It’s all coming, right? Slightly held breath.

Shower crayons. The world is shiny.

Silence. It rains.

Didn’t sleep again, only this time, because I did want that date…