It’s not going to be what you seem.
Ordinary and extravagant in turn. Every high will make the following low more devastating, trust me.
You don’t even realise how far I have to fall, but I do; I’ve done it before.
I’m moody and I’m neurotic and I can’t sleep. I tend to pick things to pieces, and I’m bossy. I can be selfish and demanding, it’s my default state. Grasp this now, expect nothing more, and save us both a world of pain.